.It.hurts.to.find.out.that.what.you.wanted.doesn't.match.what.you.dreamed.it.would.be.

/official/

2006-09-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

/official/

I have officially moved to another site.

ask me personally for more details.

via email,msn,sms or whatsoever

so long fellow bloggers

its been a pleasure to write here

and i appreciate it for those who have been 24/7 reading my blog.

for more enquiries to ask my blog add:

nur_atiqah_abubakar@hotmail.com

*i appreciate it if you dont spread it to other people*

ITS HARD FOR ME TO SAY GOODBYEEE

/in a matter of time/

2006-09-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

/in a matter of time/

im temporarily back from the blogging world.

more updates on the new blog i've just created.

at this point of time its not to be revealed yet.

and not to revealed here

in a matter of time in fact

its under construction.

needs to be refurnished here and there

if in a wks time you still dont get my new link.

ask me personally.

pls understand if i am reluctant to give you my new link.

much privacy is needed

for the sake of 1 yr plus of blogging.

let this blog remain it is.

/hiatus/

2006-08-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

/hiatus/

As for now

with the heavy heart.

i declared im temporarily off from the blogging world

i now jus given few mins time off from studying

i confided with my dearest mom about my results.

she wasnt angry.

but was very supportive=)

"i dont want you to cry for the second time for your results.I'll make sure you study and for this one month

no more surfing the net and watching television.Its never too late"

i love her to bits and pieces <3s

till here people.

i'll greatly miss blogging.

as it has already been a part of me of 1 yr pluss

/ not my day/

2006-08-24T15:27:00.000+08:00

/ not my day/

things at school was fine but not during last period.

i swear to god i was talking to faddilah.

but wateva it is.

i loving my 3 ghurlfriends more =)

thank you soo much

for comforting me

my results was a disaster to me.

poa maths and english was the one

i really feel lyk breaking down.

with all this things happening.

i really can image ibu's reaction if she knows my maths result.

she'll be hurt.

and so am i.

i soo feel lyk crying.

i need my gemz rite now.

i wanna confide in them.

they knows me best

for now .

leave me alone.

i may look strong on the outside but not the inside.

/stress-free/

2006-08-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

/stress-free/

For the last whole wk. i've been lyk a zombie.

studying all subject till 11pm.wakes up at 2 am and continue studying all the way to 6 and off i go to school

i really felt lyk crying.

i had soo much definitions and formulas to get into my head.

luckily with the help of reciting some doas i managed to calm myself down.

really worked for me =)

Life is soo called hectic .

I gotta persevere to aim high marks.

Its soo gonna be the fast forward studying mode right now.

Too late or never.

i dont want to breake down to tears to regret at the end of the day.

After 1 whole wkk of studying and studying.

On the friday which was the last paper i had.

i heaved a big sigh.

i dont know wether to be happy or feel frightful

happy because the exams are over or frightul of the coming results?

you decide.

BUT 1 thing for sure is i felt reliefed.

prelims are over for the time being and i can be stress-free for a while.

quickly went for lunch at food culture wif 2 besties and the rest.

lala wasnt there.

then last min decision to meet lulu at tm .

accompany her buy things and off home by taxi.

then ibu straightly asked me to go grandma house as she is moving house and needs to be packed.

suddenly kak effah msged asked the gemz to go out for dinner.

again it was last min decision.

ate at banquet simei.

then hang ard at starbucks till 11 plus.

had great time spent together.

all those probs was blurted out.

all of us confided in each another.

<3s>

sat morning went for aerobic classes till 10 plus

went strait home and slept till 1

thats was only wani darling called.

asked to go to tm got SI.

i wanted to but had work to do at 3.

afta work wanted to follow my auntie to survey houses wif the agent.

but i didnt go.

todays family gathering was aat my house.

chaotic i tell you.

i likee!

spent closer bonding wif the lil ones.

played games with them.

especially farah.

she needs extra care during the game due to her sprained elbow.

kecik-kecik dah salah urat.

hehh

tomoro is a no school day for me as i got no more papers unlike the a maths students whom has to

sit for a mats paper tomoro.

good luck guys =)

all the more i'll sleep late and wake up late.

make up for the sleeping time i've lost.

haharr

not forgetting to watch the solemnization of Siti and Datok K tomoro!!!

a MUST watch people!

on TV3.

I sooo cant wait for that day to come!!!

im soo excited me!!!!

hahahahah!!
credits to zah!!!

what day?

not to be revealed yet.

soon to be =)))))

i swear people that this is the longest entry eva i've wrote for the past 1 yr.

hahah

dont blame me.

i'm soo in the mood to blog!!

TaKe CaRe PeOple <3s>

/a minute will do/

2006-08-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

/a minute will do/

shocking an entry?haha

hey! it wont kill you right to just spent few minutes of blogging to de-stress.

just now was social studies and mt

it was a SO-SO for me lahh.

guess what?

i failed physics test badly BUT passed chemistry wif f.c.!!

hohoh.

andd i surf the net annd

do you peeps know that its good to weigh yourselves in the morning due to water retention?

haha

dont know??

know WE know!!

heckk!

im not suppose to surf the net during this critical period rite?

okayy.

something funny happened in the bas today afta school!

haha

onlyy kpsh knows!

the story of kacang boy in prss =)

haha.okayy

i want to study physics right now!

opps.correction.

i NEED to study physics straight away

yeah.

you cant expect me to flung like i did for Ca4 rite?

die if lyk that mann

Siz Az.have i told you that i dreamt you being snached away ? hahah

it was funny mann

i even resorted to killing one of my friends in that dream.

gawwd.

pls stop me from blabbering more.

i need to be disciplined maan .

how i wish i could tell you more what happened during this wks absence.

*sighh*

next time maybe if there's time =)

/Lots of pictures/

2006-08-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

/Lots of pictures/

On the 30th july was a very big event held only for the hms families

to be actual almost everyone came down

we had the captain ball game for the women

singles vs married

soccer mens game also for the singles and married

and for kids too!

it was a lot of people i tell you.

i couldnt even recognise wheter this or that person is my other side of cousins!

because we only see each other only during hari raye

unlike my close cousins.

we see each other when we want to.hehh

okayy.pictures

pls excuse our squinting eyes =) it was scorching hot i tell you!!

the singles

the married one.pls excuse the man in white there.haha

us playing

singles men from the soccer team came then

all of themm

them playing

the ones who came

the lil one ollecting their prizes(spot farahh!!)

the medals and trophies

Zoomed in trophies

hampers

ending of ceremony

last pic taken of singles before all of us dispersed.haha

done.

there's more but im tooo lazy

credits to lulu for the pic =)

prelims are so nearr!

6 more days!

arrgh

i'll be on a hiatus people for a while.

once prelims are over.

ill be backk

do miss me

/hotdogs/

2006-08-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

/hotdogs/

im not craving for hotdogs people.

I was fasting this morning.and wani made me hungry

by saying today is wednesday and this auntie from malay stall sells hotdogs.

so all this while

she was talking about this people!!

bahh!!!!
that hotdog!!

so now feeling hungry people?

hotdogs?

as in my hotdogs at the top?

hahah

*pukess*

(questions marks): whyy got hotdog on my hand?

i played captain ball during the hms gathering =)

and injured myselff

p/s: tomoro no schooling day=whole day at home MUST study =((

/personal no more/

2006-07-29T15:42:00.000+08:00

/personal no more/

hello again my dear blog readers.

in a matter of fact i'm confused.

to change to another site (keeping it private) or make this blog have password ir completely shut this down.

i didn't know that there are people whom i dont know reads my blog.

sent me a friendster msges telling me how to solve my problems (i mean this latest one)

i appreciate your words girl =)

thanks

HOWEVER.

i sometimes need my own private space of life you see.

and i got to know mr goh reads my blog too.

i mean not only mine.but rest of 4a3 students too.

HELLO MR GOHH!!!

(*waves hands frantically!!*)

nevermind.

for the time being this blog will only be told about the outer surface of my life.

those sad moments can only be expressed somewhere .

andd you dont need to know where.

in a few hours will be going off for "work"

tonight will be going to Chinatown CC ac there is some traditional concerts going on.

tomorow will be going to Jln Lembah Bedok to play captain's ball

its a family game.

im in the singles match.

hahaha.

great! with all these activites going on.

when i'm gonna study ?

i think i've got to sacrifice my sleeping time.

(noo!!!)

but im soo sure i'll get sleepy during lessons.

(double noo!!!)

conferm will get scolding from teachers rite?

hahaha

okayy.till here.

erm.i got to tell you people this.

i've come to a conclusion of not writing bout herr anymore because i think its suchh a waste of time typeing it

=))

so.

be happy happy people!!

life is short.

make use of it !

/matter's getting out of hand/

2006-07-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

/matter's getting out of hand/

haiz.the issue is still not solved yet.

in fact it got worse.

i really don't know what to do seriously.

what we want from you is just an explanation.

or even admit your mistakes girl

thats it.

BUT instead of doing that.you spread it around.

i guess you want to be famous huhh?

whateva it is. i dont care .nk spread spread la.

happy kite.

"free publicity gituk"

by telling people around you making them wanting to sympathize you.

you think it will make us feel so sympethatic?

naahh.

in fact we feel nauseous.

yeaahh.

i know you reading this.

but if not i know you got your friends to read it.

it not only me okayy talking about you.

in fact others too.

even wani whom rarely update her blog.

has already updated.coz we're too angry wif you.

wateva la ehh.

do what you want now

i'm laying my hands off you.

okayy so sch was great today.

had istavin till 2.15 and off for remedial physics.

mr goh was 'krepek'

blangkahh.

hahaha

ok.pics time !!!

(when scott was here in our class)

(spot him!!)

(still canot see him ??)

(there he is !!!)

(hearts them lotslots <3!)

okayy people lots of test coming up next wk! and guess what prelims arejutaroundthe corner!

i lovee cranberries!!!

rocks my socks!=)

i mean the band

heex!

till here.

*muackks*

/decisions/

2006-07-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

/decisions/

i was very dissapointed.i was really happy to go to the concert.

netherless somebody had to do this.

being the "clone"

when i got the news.

i really badly wanted to kill that person.

ok not kill

mayb wanting to strangle her.slapping her.

but i dont have the heart to do that.

coz that person is none other than my category of friends.

i dont want to harm my friends trust me.

because i treasure friendships.

do you even know that we 6 of us went to ngee ann to beg teacher to go to the concert?

and what did we get in return?

we were ask to go away.

first come first serve lah

but hello??!?

you people just cut the line and took over us.

what the hell mann

i was soo pissed off that tyme.

that i felt lyk crying.

i felt lyk wanting to pull my hair off.

how could you people to this to us?

our hearts were shattered you know!

but you know.

us being the forgiving people right?

we HAVE TO give in.

i was recluctant to do so actually

i know this sounds stupid.

wanting to go to concert to watch those melbourne high boys sings?

thats a waste of time you can say.

but not for me

to me

its all about supporting them on behalf of Pasir Ris Sec.

appreciating them for coming to spore.

and also their singing.

(besides seeing their handsome faces la!!)

but yeah.

as i said.

i treasure friendship lyk how i treasure my loved ones.

so i decided to let go this hatred feeling.

it doesnt bring us good anyway.

i dont want myself to suffer of hatred bacause of this.

forgiving and forgetting.

thats what im trying to do.

move on life as per normal.

so long my friends.

pictures will be uploaded soon.

REAL SOON

p/s : dont worry people.no nore grudges.

/Laughter is the best medcine/

2006-07-22T13:23:00.000+08:00

/Laughter is the best medcine/

Hello again people.Don't you all worry.

I'm coping well rite now.

I'm okay already. I just let things go.Be forgiving.

I just know that in life you always can't have the things you want it your way.

also. you cant keep on being sad right?

It will make your life suffer and also

the ones around you.

So be happy people even if your sad

So now.I'm trying real hard to type in proper english.

Appreciate okay people =)

On a brighter note.

I'm very happy these days.

why?

because my besties are there to laugh with me =))

i just need a good laugh after some incident.

and guess what? i did have a very good laugh!

haha

So i had my oral on monday.It was okay for me.Kind of creepy at first.

But along the way i got the hang of it with the invigilators.

Yesterday night ard 8 got study group at dilah's house.

ibu and ayah picked me up around 10 plus.

sent wani back home. then off to afghanistan to buy durians!

(thats ibu and ayah buying durians)

(and i stayed in the car)

on the way there's an accident at the junction between ngee ann sec and mc donalds there.

a mat moto with his mc donald uniform and a taxi driver.Went off home then

(haha.jgn marah!)

and today woke up at 6.30 in the morning and off i go to aerobic classes at masjid mydin.

for two long hours i tell you !

then went for breakfast at CGH and home sweet home.

i need to rest now as i have some "work" to do tonight

only closed ones know.

haha.

untill here people.

wait for an update again!

*muackks*

/its my life/

2006-07-15T10:11:00.000+08:00

/its my life/

somehow, i feel that my life is being restricted.

i mean wif my circles of friends.

who are they to interfere.?

i have my rights to you know to choose my own circles of friends.

and i knows the best what's the best for me.

i dont easily influenced by the bad things.

i apreciate people for who they really are.

i dont expect them to change .

and neither i hope them to ask me to.

i have my other good friends whom doesnt wear a headscarf

and i sure know that they knoww their limits too.

but by having to be 4 yrs wif them.

have i been influenced by them?

because i have strong faith in myself.

so thereby.

i feel that its not fair to react this way

but

if thats the case.

i think im better off be a loner wif no friends

if that makes EVERYONE happy.

its jus soo sad to have to lose someone whom you look as a sister to now be a stranger =(

i need explanation.

but if no one have the courage to tell me

then let this be a case wif no explanations.

left hanging.

/big huu-haa/

2006-07-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

/big huu-haa/

Just as i tought the world cup is over,there was a big huu-haa about it.

i've heard this malay guy saying in the bus to his fwen just few hrs ago

"ehh apa seyy.italy tak patot menang siak.menang pun sebab luck agaknye."

(wat sia.italy shouldnt win.if win also by luck)

then his another fren whom is a supporter of italy i suppose said

"Noo!! its not luck.it fate!''

hahh

i was lyk rolling my eyes sia.

common la people.world cup is over.

so its means OVER.

im not lyk a sore loser la coz france lost in the match.

but wat the hell

at least germany won portugal and i dont mind already

even lulu agrees wif it.

hahha

orhh

and

annd

Zidane won the award for being the best player throughout the world cup!!

woohoo!

so proud of him as a muslim to a muslim.=)

okayy no more bout world cup.

so now people.world cup is not that impt.

there is something out there which is lots more impt besides world cup.

i guess you all noes it too!

Next topic:

P.E on monday was terrible i tell you.

need to do standing board jump.

and yeah.

the next morning i woke up,i got a very very painful muscle cramp on my thighs.

my frens all laughed at me for being an "old lady '' for the day.

y old lady?

because i was lyk limping myself okayy when going up and down the stairs

hahah

but funnehh la.

having a social studies test tomoro.

still haven study yet.

gerekk rite?

okayy den.

wanna rest first before study for my test!

anyway people.

jus wanna share this wif you all

the best way to understand better about subject is to really be engaged in class

i mean REALLY REALLY engaged!

honest!

i tried it for only some of the subjects la and it works!!

haha

only for eng and chem i tried!

but still ..

got worrk rite?

try it and give me ur feedbacks okayy!

till then sayonara people

*muackks*

/time waits for no man/

2006-07-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

/time waits for no man/

hello again to my dear blog readers.lots of things have been happening lately.

-have been going to the gym at tampines swimming complex there.

VERY COOL!

-germany lost to italy in world cup

AND

-my prelims is in a month time now.

yes.

5 wks more wks.

shitts

dont you worry.revision has already been started =)

i just feel that its so fast time flies.and yeah time waits for no man.

today its was a bad bad day for me.

firstly i left my water bottle in the poa classroom which is from another school bulding.

with my tired cramp legs due to physical fitness test yest.

i went up to the forth floor to get it.

yeahh.how careless of me.

next was when recess time.

i ate oreo and stained my uniform

silly me for eating oreo in school

then.went to parkway parade afta sch to cuci gamba.

saw that guy again.

this whole wk i've been seeing him EVERYDAY in bus 28!

but just now i saw him in PARKWAY PARADE!!

arrgh.

of all places??

there??

its soo frustrating.

and to add matters worse

zahirah and twins

make fun of me and him,

bahh.

coz i said i loike "peranakan guys"

and he's in that catogary.(sp?)

hehh

gilerr siot.

World Cup is coming to and end.

i was REALLY sad when germany didnt make it.=(

i was really waiting for that penalty time you see.

cant deny that it was an emotional match for me to see.

and now left with Italy VS France.

and this time.

im rooting for france.

if they cant be the winner

(because italy is as equally good as france)

im happy for them already as i know thay are very proud to make it this far.

so to the france supporters out there.

lets keep our fingers crossed okies =)

may the best team wins

okayy.

updates soon about the world cup.

or even anything.

p/s ; my life is getting more stressful wif prelims coming soon

bahh.

/hello/

2006-07-01T18:32:00.000+08:00

/hello/

too lazy too make a story for this entry.just SOME of the pictures.mind you

that's dilah's hand for your info.hahaha

done.im too lazyy to update i tell you.more pictures.go to my friendster.hohoh and yeah as promised.

to my dearest sis azreen.

im soo sorry for the delayed entry of this wish.hoho.

i tau la its your 1st anni! hhmph.

so now i nk tell you, ur future adik ipar yg sungguh baik ini, bahawa i tulis di sini supaya my blog readers semua tau i ni sungguh baik to write 4 you a wish message on public hor!

don pray prayy.

okies.

wishing you a 1 yr and 2 days anniversary!

may you last wif my brother.and be my sister in law soon.bear manymany children.so that i can play wif your kids!

hahahah..okies.

terharu tk??

bahh.*crapping already*

i really need to say this out!!

GERMAN WON!!

im rooting for german and england i tell you.lets see tonite okies wani and zah =)

the rival is about to begin!!!hahahah

/not working/

2006-06-30T15:25:00.000+08:00

/not working/

loong time no blog

uh huh.

rite now you see people.

its not that i don't wanna put up the pictures you see.

its just that photobucket is soo fucked up rite now.

i cant even log in.

i've already uploaded the pics there.

but

i cant.

simply cant log in to get my html codes there!!

arrgh.

its sooo fustrating!!

and whats an entry wif no pictures rite?

boring rite?

so there you go.

now i'll have more time not to update this blog until photobucket is okayy already.

hahaha

kidding!

so. for now lets try to salvage the time we have.

the highlights i'll be posting once photobucket is ok.

- wishing a happy 1 yr anniversary to *ahem ahem*

heee.

- pictures about melakka trips

- pictures about jb trip wif friends!!

-pictures about the concert band

-and MORE pictures!!

-annnd more hot news too!

stayy tuned okies =)

bear wif me

im a victim too for suffering you noe

and that is thanks to photobucket.

bleargh.

/sorry/

2006-06-21T12:31:00.000+08:00

/sorry/

i'm soo sorry. i will not be updating bout the trips i've gone now.

my throat SO SORE rite now.

it got worse.

i cant even telan my air liur properly whats more eating.

good thingg? NOO!

my body is aching all over.

im too lazy to do anything.

all i do is SLEEP.

hehh.

lazy pig i am

but cant help it.

so sick wat.

updates soon.

I PROMISE.

/time is running/

2006-06-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

/in a matter of time/

i'm off to johor in 7 hrs time .woots.woots.

yeyy! some of you must be thinking yek elehh johor je pe.

but hey! its wif my friends you noe!

ayah we'll be fetching them and we'll go together-gether

i've packed all the stuffs that is needed to bring.

woots.woots.

your health okayy already?

erm me ?

i STILL sick.

boohoo

the fever is no more.only cough and sore throat left

but i'll just bring panadal just in case.

okayy

updates more afta the trip ok woots *winkks*

abehh entry pasal hols mcm mane?

hmm.yang itu afta the johor nanti i tell ok woots.

for now.

let me get MORE rest before i fell sick AGAIN.

im prone to sickness okayy

hoho

do miss me =)

Bawak sourvenier balik tk?

hmm.nk sourvenier ehh?

cann.

i'll buy nenas.nyonya kuih.gula melaka for you all okies.

hahaha

actually kann i go to all that places la.

tkkan nk bawak balik tu to give you all that

tk class laa

ehhh

wait.

ada coconut handicraft centre there.

kalau apa yg i berkenan i buy for you all okies !

miss me tau! then i buy for you woots.woots.

haha

*muackks*

p/s : those in big letter are kononnye peminat saye tanye questions la.

kasi gua berangan skejap okies haha =))

/worst nightmare/

2006-06-16T17:09:00.000+08:00

/worst nightmare/

just came back from holiday ard 3 pm.i was sleeping all the way in the car i tell you.

im having a fever rite now.wif sore throat and flu too.how worst can that be.

the hols?

arrgh.

was sick during the hols.had no mood to shop.just folllow them walking.lyk a zombie.

still running a fever rite now.37.9 degree celcius.

i wanna sleep again but i cant.

i feel so lembik and restless rite now.

dont even bother to call me up rite now i tell you.

i sound wierd.

hehh

updates about hols later2.didnt take pictures much.

whyy?

i was sick .period.

for now.let me try to sleep again.

p/s ive been coughin badly and my neck and head hurt lotslots

/tag!tag!tag!/

2006-06-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

/tag!tag!tag!/

i've been tag by dearest lulu

hmmph.

its ok.

i can tag other people also! nicee!

lets see whose the victim laterr at the end okayy

3 SCHOOLS I WENT TO:

- Nur Kindergaten

- Gongsshang Primary School

-Pasir Ris Secondary School

3 THINGS I DO WHEN I AM STRESSED:

- cry

- sms my friends

- listen to music and turn up the volume

3 PLACES I GO ON A DAILY BASIS:

-my room

-the toilet for some business purposes

- the kitchen full of junkfoods

3 FAVOURITE FRUITS:

-mango

-papaya for easier digestion

- honeydew

3 OF MY FAVOURITE FOOD:

-ibu's ketam curry

- mac donalds plain mc-chicken

-mee goreng mamak *oops*

3 NAMES I GO BY:

-nora (cousins)

-atiqah(friends)

-nuratiqah

3 THINGS IM WEARING RIGHT NOW:

-the haven removed make up

(jus came back from tanjong katong complex you see)

-kpsh hair band

-undergarments of course

THE WHO'S

WHO AM I THINKING OF RIGHT NOW:

-my sick nenek

-my friends and gemz

-him

WHO DID I LAST TALK ON THE PHONE WITH:

-qila

(asking me bout the melacca trip)

WHO DID I SIT WITH DURING MY 5TH PERIOD CLASS:

meaning?

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON I TOLD THAT I LOVED:

darling farahh

WHO DO I WISH I AM WITH RIGHT NOW:

my kpsh friends

=))

WHO GETS ON MY NERVES IN SCHOOL:

qi wen.

i think.

THE WHERES

WHERE IS MY PHONE:

in my room

WHERE DO I SLEEP:

on my king size bed =)

WHERE IS THE PLACE THAT I TOOK A RIDE TO:

tanjong katong complex by ayah's car

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING I ATE:

mee goreng mamak

WHAT COLOUR SHIRT AM I WEARING:

maroon/reddish maroon?

WHAT IS THE CLOSEST ITEM TO ME THAT IS BLUE:

abang's bedsheet

WHAT DO I LIKE MOST ABOUT SCHOOL:

meeting up wif friends

(gossips sessions.hahar)

WHAT IS MY FAVOURITE COLOUR:

for now.

its purple and lime green =)

WHAT DO I WEAR OFTEN JEANS/SHORTS:

jeans obviously

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE I WATCHED:

She's the Man

(wif lulu and toonie)

THE WHENS

WHEN DID I START SCHOOL:

1994

i think

WHEN DID I LAST GO TO THE MALL:

an hour ago

WHEN DID I LAST BURN SOMETHING:????

nong nong time ago

3 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:

my favourite part!!

can i have more then 3??

- zaidah the tarian gurl

-desi the gerl whom writes good english

-wani whom rarely update!

-zahirah the braceface fan

hahah

okayy

i noe

this is not an entry.

but i promise to update tomoro okies

wif an entry absolutely!

=))

/closer bonding/

2006-06-10T13:24:00.000+08:00

/closer bonding/

i have not been studying.

sheesh.

not even a single book i've open.

nothing.simply nothing.

i feel lyk i'm enjoying too muchh.

in fact i am

hehh

my days are packed

packed wif outings

most of the times wif the gemz

went to tailor shop for kak effa's weddings

arab street surveying clothes

outing to jb on tue i cant follow

going to malacca.

i cant wait to go for the fieldtrip wif my besties ard me =)

i miss my roses aka kpsh members.

pffft

im craving for roti naan

gawwd

wierrd

heeh

i'll update soon

as for now the funny videos you have been waiting for

be prepared to laughh

the ultraman melayu:

/rox my sockss!/

2006-06-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

/rox my sockss!/

went out wif lulu and toonie just now to watch movie

we watched She's The Man at GV Tampines Mall

amanda bynes is the main actress

COOL

its soo good i tell you.

worth the wait of queing up and having to sit right at the 3rd row from the bottom

i'll giv it 9/10

i was lyk laughing throughout the whole movie

its about her wanting to show the guys that even gurls can be as good as guys when it comes to soccer.

so yeah to the extent of her having to act to be a man for two wks.

go check it out okies!

tomoro's the opening for THE OMEN

seems good to me =)

andd to some fugly idiotic assholes

you'll no longer be going to intrude into ALL my a/cs

eg:friendster,hi5,blogger even MSN!!

damm.

coz i've done something about it already

hehh

okayy peole.not a very longg post here.

till i update nex time

as for now

i'm still in the mood for blogging !! =)

don'tworry.

this blog is STILL ALIVE

thankk god.

p/s: i'm hooked to youtube now thanks to LULU!

i'll post some funnehh videos here next time okayy.

conferm kekekk punye

/bahh/

2006-06-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

/bahh/

i suck at blogging you know.

so thats why i neva make promises when to update blog.

really thought of ending my jouney to blog.

haha

cheyy

mane peh dream tahh

i dont deny that i LOVE to tell public about my life.

how i cherished/hate/like my life.

BUT.

not to that extent of really in detail about me.

just the outer surface.

mayb to make it into detail about me.

hmm

mayb i'll create a blog which only closed ones know

the most juciest things that happening to me rite now.

haha

that one will be inconsideration.

today's post is just a BORING one.

no pics okies.

so feel free to leave now if you feel bored.

anyways.

i'm happy that by blogging,it helps me to improve

on how the way i write.

but sometimes i jus write singlish la

opps.

heeheh

dont worry people.i have not made the decision on wheter to end my journey here.

i'll tell in advance okies.

even if i continue to blog,i cant promise that i will update regularly.

its lyk better dont blog rite?

chances are..

....

i dont know.

im hooked to this song FAR AWAY by nickel back.

heex.

COZ YOUU KNOWW..

I LOVE YOUUU...

I LOVED YOUU ALL ALONG..

I MISS YOUU..

FAR AWAY TOO FAR TOO LONGG

i love you all la kpsh a.k.a sista lurve =))

lets meet up when to potong rambut outing =)

i love you too good friends =)

lets meet up for outing to the beach =)

i love you too sis azreen a.k.a sister in law

lets meet up to shop!eat!lepak!=))

go invite sape2 okies !!

i love gemz too!!

we everytime meet up already =))

do more outing to roller blade!!

hahah

i cant wait to go to for the fieldtrip on 19 june

school bringing us to johor =)

only five of us were selected

hee.

me.fadillah.wani.zahirah.hanis

how cool!!! =)

malacca trip too is coming up.

on the 13th june.

wif family that one of course!!

i loike!!

heck.

it seems that im enjoying lyfe too much.haha

blom buka buku lagi!!

arrgh

i really need to study right away!!

easier said than done??

true enouff!!!

okayy

this is way suuupeer dupperr etxraa loong!!

im very happy if you read sampai disini.

it goes to show you love reading my blog

haha

or mayb

jus to kill your time mayb ?

you decide

hooray!holiday is here!

2006-05-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

::hooray!holiday is here!::

hello people!

im back from the blogging world!haha

results are out .

BUT

hello.hello

school holiday is here!!

theres so many things for me to do during the school hols

but the most important thing is I noe.

STUDY

prelims are coming

i really need to study real hard coz at the rate im going.

im not gonna make it for O level

we need to think far you see

kire2.i can manage to N level.

but i dont think so for O's

so thats why i need to study doubly hard this time.

Eng- B4

Malay- B4

Maths- B3

Sci- B4

Comb. Humans-B4

POA-A2

Class Position:18/42

Level Position:21/122

So now you see it ??

i got lots of B4's

kinda sad la.

i REALLY REALLY need to buck up

how i wish my marks were as good as my POA's

hehh

my teacher remarks was:

Nuratiqah has a sweet disposition.She is friendly and also very helpful.

She contributes actively in class discussions and is not afraid to inquire when in doubt.

She has been positive in her attitude towards her studies and can do better if she is more consistent in her efforts.

im not really that consistent.my marks will go up and down sumtimes.

heehee

i got one quest to ask.

anyone knows the meaning of disposition??

tomoro will be celebrating farah's birthday!

i like !

y??

because ..

got cakes!!!

i love eating cakes.

hehee.

till here people.

/toodless/

/finnee dayy/

2006-05-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

/finnee dayy/

that day lil farah came to my house to have her hair cut

funneh i tell you

her face la.mcm sedihh gitu.

Cute Kannn!!!!

cut her hair till the ear there.

then bathe her and off we start being crazy

i tell you altho our age gap is 14 yrs

we still get along fine lor.

hey who cant get along well wif this pretty farah here is nuts mann

we played dolling up.

i dolled her up wearing pearl necklaces,rings

and

annnd

not to forget having her to wear scarf wif ayah songkok on top of it makes her look

lyk the emirates stewardess

hahah

all of us laughed seeing her lyk that.

soo cute la.

hehh

thenn she saw ibu's tabong.burger design.

really insist that i take a pic of her.

and see what she pose.

then i also join sekali loorr

hahah.funness!! =))

okayy

the results are out.

ill tell you peeps when it is all combined already okies wif the Ca's and Sa's

im missing you already

do come my house often okayy darling farah??

*Muackks*

made my day

2006-05-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

/made my dayy/

MY MOTHER and me

i'm very thankful to GOD for having my ibu to be a very supportive mother

she's been there for me during my ups and downs

She even told me to carry on life as per normal no matter what people say bout you.

And so

here I am beginning to get myself back together

not to let peoples word bring me down

I dont even care now about the hyprocrites

I believe in retribution

what goes round comes around

the good will be rewarded

while the bad will be punished.

BY HIM

i dont wanna seek revenge anymore.

i wanna throw away ALL my hatred feelings towards them

and begin anew

And so I must thank ibu for all of this

=))

She really made my dayy .

Went off for family dinner at Restu yest

The chalet was cancelled.

So afta dinner

us cousins decided to go roller blading again=))

at bedok resevoir park.

not much people there

i was soo delighted i tell you.=)

to spent my day wif the lovely cousins

superb

credits to lulu

we blade from 10 to 1 in the morning.

hohoh

cool

then went to Mc Donalds at TampiNes Mart to have a drink

and home sweet home.

im very happy to have spent my days wif cousins.

and not to forget ibu and ayah wif me =)

laterr on darling farah will be coming overr to have herr hair cut by ibu sayang

hee.

my mom pro hokaay!!

mayb going out to watch Da VInci Code midnight movie wif lovely cousins again

cant wait!!

i noe people its NC 16..bbuutt,my cousins all 16 and above watt i hope to get thru though

hahaha

they totally rocks my socks mann!!

not to forget my kpsh-clubb too whom has been tolerating wif my hyper-active character

thesee dayss in school!!

hahar

I MISS YOU LAHH!!!!

we go out together okies during june hols

=)))

taking care people

*khhinng*

?hyp?

2006-05-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

/Hyprocrites/

I do hate them!!!!

Why on earth do they still exist in this world ??

This IS A HUGE blow to me :-..(
To people is a SMALL issue.
But to me it’s a BIG issue
Cant they just shut up their fucking mouth and not let others noe.
Only dear ones noe how badly secrective it is to me
Thanks to my family for being supportive especially ibu and sis azreen for giving me the tips =)
But to some assholes . You can get lost .
Im so badly hurt.
Don’t message at my hp ok.im letting my hp have some rest.Only CERTAIN people I’ll entertain.
And pls don’t aksyen tanya2 bnk soalan if you already know it .HYPROCRITE!!!!
sudah terang lagi bersuluh

/backkk!!/

2006-05-11T19:13:00.000+08:00

/backkk!!/

i miss blogging =))

this whole week have been hectic.

due to exam period.period.

been sleeping for less than 4 hours this wk.

study.study.study.

my brains might just explode off any time.

ok.whats over is over.

im still left for my Listening MT and Malay paper 2 which is this mon.

Social Studies is kinda tough.

i confirm flung one for section A

geog. oklaa

maths paper 1 i made lots of careless.

but i tried to do well for paper 2

lets just wait n see.

poa.hmm.paper 1 was kinda hard.but paper 2 was easy.i can balance sheet.

chem was quite easy.

especially the mcqs.

as for phys.

don talk to me about it

arrgh

some of the pictures

which was taken during sch time,study grp at changi airport

Day 1 on The Way baCk to ChangI aiRpoRt in TraIn

DaY 2 At ChaNgI AirPorT.wE goT tiRed Of StudYing.so We tOoK piCs

LasT pIc taKen beForE we Left C.A

ThiS wAs takEn durIng POA.when cheacher neva comE

this was taken last yr in dec.my nephews.they mat salleh hokkay! =))

tell me people which is cute oR CuteR

Mat salleh boys wif Arabian girl.(they looked lyk siblings)

hahh.

ok people.

::.toodles.::

/SenTosA oUtinG/

2006-05-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

/made an impact to me/

the hurt is still there.

had a "great" fall at sentosa while playing roller-blading.

hee.

after that incident.

i became so weak .

i just fell lyk throwing up whenever i eat or drink something.

my butt is still sore la.

cannot sit or lie long a verry longg time.

now im worried.

i cant even do sit ups like i used to .

gawwd.

watched autumn in my heart on sunday.

so emo la

verry verry sad story.

sad ending too

won bin is soo damn good-looking in that tv series =))

so charming la him.

=)))))

exams coming.

ill not be updating often.

heck.

i am already not updating often rite ??

haharr

till then we meet people.

ill update i think during the exam wk.

but dont expect a long entry ya

=)))

::toodless::

/Hope n still Hoping/

2006-04-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

/Hoping and still Hoping/

Yesterday was the english exam paper.

It was 50-50 for me.

jus hoping for the best.

Abg 's going to taiwan tomoro.

ibu's sure gonna mish him.

in fact all of us

hoping for a safe journey for him.

Exam is in two weeks time.

hoping to get the marks ive been wanting for

its all about hoping.

i just wish one day

the hope of my dreams will come true.

Still hoping for that shine of light.

/extreme funNess!!/

2006-04-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

/extreme funNess!!/

just now was the school sports day at Tampines Stadium

it ended around 11.30.

and guess afta that we :-

rosemerah.roseoren.roseputihmelepak.

ashikin.hidayah.shariffa.twins

head to ??

the newly renovated Tampines Swimming Complex!

funnn

started off was kinda pissed off coz cannot wear home clothes.

some apek i called him(although he is a lifeguard)

was soo irritating.

nagging3

telling you dont assume to wear swimming costume to shopping mall.

so that goes the same not to wear home clothes to swimming pool

arrgh.

then we heck care la.

pakai je home clothes

nasib baik tk kene tangkap.

played ice n water.

mother n chicken.

and choochoo train

hahaha

that was funnehh sia.

left swimming area ard 2.45

and head to s11 to eat.

anf then went home.

NOW

i got sunburn.

my cheeks are red

mcm pakai blusher gitu.

=))

anyway

My throat is getting worse.

tkda suare lagi klua.

i dont noe what will happen for tomoro's tuition.

haiyoo

the pics taken at escape :

At Burger King (waiting 4 the rain to stop)

Queing 4 the water slide

Auntie pun nk join sekaki

Down after the short slide

i loike this pic =)

Rosesusu and roseoren down at the steep slide.SPLASH!

them so cute =))

2 bears=)

see the diffeence later

NOW its 4 bears !!! =))))

kp-sh smiley look

kp-sh hugging the bears

kp-sh kissable look =)

hahaarr

say peace

dilahh!! mane ur face ??

baru nampakk dilahs face .haha

last picture taken at Escape before heading to Pasir Ris PArk

All of us who came to celebrate zaw bdae =)

okehh

that was the pictures.

ill have up the swimming pictures when in the mood to

heeeheee

take care people.

hope u had a fun day like i do

::toodlessss::

/fantabulous/

2006-04-15T14:24:00.000+08:00

/fantabulous/

wee.

i loikeee u noe!!

had really great time wif my besties.=)

went to escape at last!!

it was raining though.

but yeah.

im still not satisfied la coz i only had 2 rides

coz raining mahh

played the slide thingy.

pirate.

thats it

all the rides then were closed.

and not to forget!

the haunted house.

was kinda scary.

but the person in charge of the door at the front was HOT !!!!!

his chinese laaa

he was lyk making fun of us!

bleargh!!

he even pakat wif his friends to scare us rite near the entrance.

i was so fucking shocked.

i ran to the entrance and ACCIDENTALY hug him okayy

the rest was lyk pushing me.

and thus all of us hit him.

scaring us lyk that

he soo bad siaa.

and hes sooooo hot i tell youu!!

cair siaa!!!
hahaha

i loikee

then got this malay

hes kinda hot la.

kacau2 us

take the bear we had.

but that chinese hotter!!!

=))

pictures will be posted up

when wani uploads the pic to her comp.

lovee them laa

anyway will be heading off to hospital later to visit nenek again.

::toodless::

/family of 3/

2006-04-11T17:08:00.000+08:00

/family of 3/

My family members consist of 5 people actually

...

but

...

....

...

now its only 3 people

...

nonono

...

dont get the wrong idea people !!

tsktsk.

its not that the other two are dead

ISHH!!!

they are alive.

but

they have to serve ns u see

soo

jus left ayah.ibu and me at home.

APA DAAAA..

teehee.bess

i loikeee.

anyway 2nd bro went to police academy this morn.

so its now left ibu ayah and me at home.

coz they took an off day

all the more la ibu wont cook

she would buy.

and u see.

ayah jus brought 1 pakcet of spring chicken!!

i loike.

it has to be shared amg 3 of us though.

hahaha

its been long time since i eat chiken.

anyway.

this thurs morning nenek gonna sleepover at my house till sun.

so i got to get back home straight afta sch.

no mrayap2

okies

i wannaa eat now.

toodles

harts you all <3

muackkiess

/nothing matters/

2006-04-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

/nothing matters /

escape theme park.spending time wif besties.

that is gonna go down the drain.

i simply cant understand

i simply dont.

those objections she had.

NOTHING MATTERS TO HER

to me it is.

infact a lot.

spending time wif besties is soo shiocking

those laughters.

heck.

i hate the feeling of being objected.

being rejected.

well i jus have to coope in my room doing stupid stuffs

heck.

i feel better off my own sia.

anyway.i had a great time yesterday wif toonie n qila

/frustrating/

2006-04-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

/frustrating/

it was kinda frustrating okayy.

having to write a verrry long post.

when suddenly ur computer died on you.

i mean

it can be log on to the internet for some specific reasons.

meanwhile.this comp in my room is haywire.

skejap bolehh .. skejapp tkbolehh.

lets see how it goes laa.

hmm.

tomorow afta sch mayb gonna go out wif lil cuzzie.

my mind is totally blank rite now.

trust me

...

bahh.

ill end here laa.

ill hve a proper post when i have something to talk to okayy.

toodless

2006-03-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

kpsh-clubb:taken at pasir ris park =)

GEMZ w/o izzie

taken at labrador park on lulu's bdae =)

im sorry i got mixed up of the date of yest post.

as for today.

school was HAYWIRE for us.

simply crazy.

i mean in a bad way.

attitude cikgu yg soo childish.

soo lame

soo pathetic

soo mrepek

nk mengumpat pun jgn obvious arh dpn org.

beh nk bilang other teachers

pikir funfair kepe.

*drop reputation*

these days cikgu2 actts as if they can do wateva they want to us.

nk suro org respect die konon

respect people first la if you want people to respect you

okk.

anyway.

can i ask a quest?

is the song gadis melayu soo popular rite now??

i mean SOOOOO popular

until some ite mats MUST sing it in the buss

non stop and kuat plakk tuu

gawwd.

orites.

done.

/sadist/

2006-03-28T15:04:00.000+08:00

/sadist/

those harsh words he said
really hurt me alot.
i ve neva felt lyk that before.
i hate being despised.
=''(

these people has nothing to do in life i think.
despicing people.
arrgh
life soo unfair
i think its karma.
wat goes round comes round.
no one noes what REALLY happened except
ME

its always me
to think back i deserved to be despiced lyk that.
but it wasnt what i tought.

when he said
i felt lyk having 100kg person sitting on my shoulders.
its soo sad.
no one knows the truth.only me.myself.
if only life is much easier for me.
as for now
let nature takes it course.
*sobs*

Sorry for the not-supposed-an-entry-actualli.
pardon me for the small font.
i admit.
its intentional
i REPEAT
intentional.
BYE.

/new look/

2006-03-26T14:23:00.000+08:00

/new look/

a brand new look.

the old one seems soo out already.

a revive colour.

biar sakit mate org tgk.hahaha

i mean everything is the same except the colours and pictures laa..heee.

orites.

abg needs the comp rite now.

toodless.

ill update soon.

/outing/

2006-03-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

/outing/

okayy.im a verrry happy person rite now.

u'll soon noe why

i went to town just now afta school

in school uniform!

yess

went to Borders.opp wisma atria.

buy books

for school library laaa

bought ard 200 books

semua tittle bes2 tau!!

ada buku sisters keeper.

vanishing acts.perfect match. brand new friend.da vinci code.

and more

i can go crazy there i tell you.

kinda cheap too la

then reached home ard 4 pluss

then quickly ibu ajak me klua.

so metro sale.

hehh

action jual mahal la

coz the nite before that i kinda had an argument wif herr.

until i cried

thats me.

if im too angry.ill cry.

hehh.

so she pujuk2 then i goo.

hohoh

so there bought lots of things.

bags."cermin matas".haha. bantal strawberry.cadar.

cheaap gilerr seyy

spent ard 100 bucks.hohoh

kecian kocek rabakk kene.

nvm as long im happy.

hee.

tomoros ayah goonna blanja mkn at restu.

bkn senang tau nk dgr ayah dgn rela hati nk blanja mkn

hee.

ok.

this entry is crap i noe.

coz im rushing for tyme.

y??

got apm mahhh

jgn lupa tgkk okiess peoplee

toodless

// I sayyy HAAAAA//

2006-03-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

/I sayyy HAAAAA/

its been half a year i tell you since i've eaten durian.

i LOVE durians

too bad la ehh those who HATE durians

lulu's dad bought for ibu and cik pau durians.

NICE!!

i've eaten errm. LOTS i think ??

teehee.

im soo sorry.

for once i really must not sacrifice it.

bolehh kan sis azz ??

kali ni sahaja.

schools reopening in a few days time

guess wat

kali ni i sungguh rajin skali you!!

i buat semua tau homework!

licin habisnyaa

tk macam dulu2

sukaa copy.

hee.

i guess im beginning to change.

change for the better i mean

for my parents whom susah payah giler membesarkan anak daranye

yg sorang montel gilerr babii ni.

for my future too.

for everyone .

theres

only one reason i do that

which is

TO MAKE THEM PROUD OF ME

i noe.i noe.i noe.

touching gilerr babi kann

psst/: i should have warn you all to sediakan tisue awal2 lagik.

teehee

sorry people

going bonkers.

blame it on the durians hokkayyy

i lurp you all whom is closed to my heart

okayy.

i better stop writing before i get too emo here.

saye tgh bace buku p/s i lovve youu

tkmo jeles

*flabbing eyelids*

is that what it is suppose to call??

flabbing eyelids??

correct me people if im wrong.

::toodless::

::bored::

2006-03-14T09:51:00.000+08:00

::bored::

surf the net.

then get kinda bored.

so i decided to update!!

hooray!!

hee.

anyway bout the escape.we didnt go there.

coz its closed

sooo

we went to pasir ris park to playy.

hee.

i didnt play the spider web thingy

cozz of sumtink.

but hey who cares

so we played different things.

the merry go round

anyway

yeah.zah didnt join us

BUT

instead

hanis did!!

yippie.

funn

ermm.

went to tailor on sat at johor bahru.

went at out at 2 and reached home at 10pm

funness especially when kak nana n kak aton was in my dads car.

had laughter sampai perot compressed.

haha

talked about scaring the abg2 polis by wearing telekong (the white one)

and if they asked my parents sape pat blakang.

we asked my parents to be in denial that no one is at the back.

onli the two of them

but HEY

plan tk jadi.

hahhh

gilerr sey..agak2nye kene tangkap kalau buat gitu.

hohh

then bile nk this guy da chop passport.

he tell my father.

ni farhanah.fadhilatun and nuratiqah nye passport da ada pat sini.

wth??

we all tau la.

my dad was puzzeled but he just drove off.

then my mom menyampok.

agaknye nk masok meminang tkk.

hahhh

then ayah said mintak $8,000 hantaran.

then ibu said.mane bolehh.

nana da penat2 pegi U semua mesti up sikit.

then i said $15,000

semua laughed

coz my mother say.kalau gitu sampai tua kau tk kawin.

hehh

notti ibu

but really funny laa.

havin those two sisters in my car.

cozy2 summore.

hee.

ill update more tomorow mayb??

wahuaha

::update!!::

2006-03-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

::update!!::

an entry finally.

hehh.

the internet in my room giler.

cannot use.

that explain the lack of update laa.

hmm.get back my so called report card already.

pass everything.

Eng-68(B3)

Maths-83(A1)

Sci-62(B4)

Malay-73(A2)

Comb.Humans-72(A2)

POA-87.5(A1)

so yeah.the total of my 3 best subject is 4 pts.

ok so next.

tomorow got cross country at east coast park.

straight afta that wanna go escape wif besties and zahirah.

cant wait!!

on sat need to go johor to tailor clothes for the wedding coming!!

teehee.

hols is coming already!!

bess la.

hoho

theres soo many things laa i want to buy and do

need to save money first.

wanna go hair treatment

wanna buy bags at town

wanna spent time wif my besties

hehh.

k la

i need to have my afternoon nap

todae got tution

mlz siakk

dont feel lyk going.

tau tau je la ehh knape

understand understood

mak saye kate

tk baik tauu cemarkann name org

wahahahah

wa lurpp sama members

wa lurrp sama sepupu gua

banyakbanyak

tau

k im done

::Picturess::

2006-02-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

::Picturess::

some of the oh-so-overdued-pictures.

ill be posting

if you ge bored wif it..

im gladly to say.

jus bear wif it

=))

not in order okies.

so let me summarise.

some pics of sis az bdae party.and the trip to malacca during CNY

and pics of cutie lahhling azam

teehee

donne!!!!

fuhh.

:: ShoRt EnTry ::

2006-02-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

:: ShoRt EnTry ::

loong time neva update.

sorry.

hehh.

not all results are out yet.

so far so good.

worth it sia for sleeping till late nite.

hmm.

now soo happy.

y??

coz here i am updating in my own room!!

yess.got comp ready and got internet already.

hee.

ill update more tomorow afta school

not to forget some pichuress will be posted.

what pics??

u'll noe it.

sooner or later.

till here.

nite nite people.

lurvee ya!!!!!

::outing::

2006-02-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

::outing::

since yest was V-day.

had an outing wif me.wani.su.hanis.syafiq.

went to eat pizza hut.

didnt had muchh fun laa

cozz fad and shikin was not there.

so no k-p-s-h no funn.

wasnt myself this past few days.

one moment i can be sooo happy.

the next moment.i can really shut my bloody mouth.

mayb due to my flu n sore throat la.

mrepekk krepekk siakk.

tk baik2 lagi.

then this syafiq was soo malu2.

didnt even talk to us sey.

he in his own world gitu.

hehh.

ermm.

soo i passed my poa.

i got full marks.

soo happy sia

anyway.

todae is wednesday.

3 more (toot) looong days to saturday.

i cant wait for saturdayy!!

hee.

tomolo got run

4 rounds of school premises.

bes laa.

can walk n talk n gossip n tgk2 rumahh org

hehh.

gawwd

i still owe people lots of things sia.

-sis azreen testimony

-edit wanis blogg

-edit sus blogg

-help hanis wif class blogg

i'll try to mempercepatkann okiess those things.

sadly to tell ya

this will be my last entry.

caught ya!didnt i ??

hehh

i mean

for this wk n nx wk okies.

busy wif common tests and all.

so come backk la ehh on the 24th.

if not earlier.

hoho.

okiess done wif everything.

i cant wait for saturday nite fever!!

woohoo!!

haha

bye

::Bizzare::

2006-02-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

::illness::

My speech of the day :

Dear flu and sore throat,

I,nuratiqah,hereby wish that you could go far far away from her.

its becoz shes sick and tired of rubbing her nose wif tissue paper till

her nose becomes red.Not to forget.wasting lots and lots of tissue paper

n having all the tissue papers all over the place.And eating lots of strepsils too.

okayy done

had a one to one talk wif ibu yest nite.

i realised that money if impotant in the world we're living now.

yess.i mean lots and lots of money.

urrggh.

and 1 motto i learn from ibu:

in life,neva eva menyusahkan other peoples life in terms of help.

i'll always remember that.

::SPS::

2006-02-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

:: For those who studied in Singaporean primary schools ::

Remember these?

Well, This really brings back so much memories

For those who studied in Singaporean primary schools...

Remember these?

Heartwarming and a little funny...

the things we used to do...

50 things for Singaporean teenagers. Sit,enjoy and think back about the past...Were you one of these?

heee.

i was okayy.

1. You grew up watching He-man, Transformers, Silver hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug. The teachers said you must brush each side10 times too.

3. You know what's Bin(1) Fen(1) Ba (1) San(1) is all about.

4. You know what SBC stands for.

5. You were there when the first chinese serial, the Awakening was shown on TV.

6.Internet? What the hell is that? So you thought a decade or more ago.

7. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.

8. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEEP! when pressed.There are colourful tickets for TIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole on the ticket.

9. Your favourite actor and actress is Huang Wenyong and Xiangyun. Next is Lee Nanxing and Zoe Tay and the Aiyoyo woman.

10. You've probably read Young Generation magazine. You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

11. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

12. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

13. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

14. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

15. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka(20 cents per pack) and >>>>Ding Dang(50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes >>>>every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the >>>>ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

16. You watched TV2(also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

17. All that you know about Cantonese is from the Hong Kong >>>>serials you watched on TV2

18.Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even SweetValley High and Malory Towers.

19.Civics and Moral Education was "Hao3 Gong1 Min2".

20. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

21. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.

22. Catching was the IN thing and twist the magic word.

23. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.

24. CDIS was your best friend.

25. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

26. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.

27. Boys loved to play soccer with small tennis balls in the basketball court or play something that uses tennis ball to hit other players known as "HUM TAM BOLA" during recess /after school

28. Hopskotch, five stones,chateh and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...

29. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the >>>>most important plants of our lives.

30. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally.

31. You did stupid exercises like seal crawl and frog jumps.

32. Every children's day and national day you either get pins or

pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with Happy National Day 1994'.

33. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

34. Chinese teachers were always old, boring and damn fierce looking.

35. Your form teacher taught you maths, science and english.

36. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

37. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

38. Famous Chinese singers were only Jacky Cheung, Andy Lau, Aaron Kwok and Leon Lai

39. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

40. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.

41. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

42. During class gatherings, parents always tag along in case >>>>someone gets lost at Orchard Road.

43. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.

44. Handkerchiefs were a must for both genders

45. Collecting notebooks and all kinds of stationery was a popular thing.

46. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me >Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget".

47. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

48. There were at least 40 people in one class.

49. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

50. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

some are true to me..

and yess im smiling when it comes to think bout it.

those oldenn dayss

this one i bloghopped from -his- blog.

not to be revealed

*bluekk*

ermm

neneks already here.

soo ill be sleeping in my bro's room tonite.

gawwd.

okayy.

it was gross jus now.

got one mat n minah memotekk beside me.

right at the back of the bas

aiyoo.

nk buat.

tempat gelap laa bebb.

siot btoll

hee.

take care

::toodless::

::the chinese new yr::

2006-01-31T12:53:00.000+08:00

::the chinese new yr::

so mayb some of ya didnt noe where did i go these past few days.

i went to malacca on fri nite and came back yest afternoon.

had fun.

didnt do much shopping.

i jus stayed at the bungalow.

its a DBS bungalow btw.

so my cuzzies and i mostly played games.

table tennis.karaoke.chess.caromm.monopoly.

bess tau karaoke.

i loikee.

naisbb baikk tk sumbang.

sebabb kann.

before that got these feww mat singaporeanss sangg.

masyaallah.

soo the sumbang i tell you.

even all my auntiess laughed.

hehh.

and i tell ya.

im SCARED OF CATS okayy.

got one time.

we all go for dinner.

thenn

adik(fadhly) also scared of cats

then bile tgh makan.

there was a cat passing by under the table.

then adik n me quickly screamed lyk hell and we both jumped.

hehh.

semua org tgh mkn pat situ tgk.

OMG

soo memalukann.

then me and adik teros belahh.

da maluu pee.

we went to jalan2 at the shops nearby.

hohohoho.

ok dah

about the BE YOURSELF DAY.

it was a blast.

pictures ??

i need to wait 4 wani.

so yeah..

patient okiess.

toodlesss

::restless::

2006-01-26T17:58:00.000+08:00

::restless::

i feel soo restless these days.

dont eva asked me why.

even i dont noe the ans.

sometimes.

in the middle of sms

i will jus stop smsing.and i'll go and do something else.

im lyk sick of typing looong smssess.

i dont noe y.

now also i dont feel lyk bloggin.

i jus want to off the comp and do something else.

SOMETIMES

i dont really noe what i REALLY REALLY want in lyf.

tomoro nite i'll be going off to malacca.

till mayb mon nite.

i havent even packed my clothes.

ibu is already scolding.

tomoro.in school.there is BE YOURSELF DAY

wear home clothes.

must pay $2

i did.

im wearing home clothes.

im tired now.

im sooo bloody hungry.

but ibu tknk masak now

mlm baru.

dammm.

the last time i ate was 10.30

mkn roti.

i think ibu tknk masak becoz i havent packed my clothes yet.

bleahhh

im sooo bloody sleepy also.

but im hungry.

AHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHH!!!

bye.

i wanna sleeep noww.

and wanna eat in my dreamss.

i'll update again tomolooo. bout be yourself dayy okiesss.

tataaaa

byee.

::out of boredom::

2006-01-22T14:13:00.000+08:00

::out of boredom::

halfway thru watching the PHSM II

i got bored.

the story line is soo boring.

i dont noe how my 2 brothers can simply watch it now.

yess

they are watching it now

Tgh tgk

gett it ??

they dont get bored over it.

hehh

got nothing else to do.

i went back to my OLD blog.

mcm zaman dulu2 kirekann

yess.

before this blog exists.

that blog is the first one.

i started blogging in 2003

date?

25 dec.

i read thru one by one of the entires.

soo childish of me to write those kinds of things.

crush.love. and lots more.hehh

so.

the blog is

http://relaxzzcorner.blogspot.com

feel free to see it la.

but don lauff or watsoeva okayy.

i was young wat at that time.

hehh.

Baru Sec 1

then.

it was

http://relaxcorner.blogspot.com

heheh.

tooo bad.

i deleted that a/c

then it was

http://simplyme-nuratiqah.blogspot.com

also too bad.

i deleted that a/c

then.

it was http://insane-nuratiqah.blogspot.com

haiyooo

this one laa.

sheesh.

i dont noe wat to do rite now.

erm

any recommendations for any interesting websites?

i already got some

hoho anymore ??

okayy.im soo giler.

till here

::toodles::

::how would you feel::

2006-01-19T16:25:00.000+08:00

::how would you feel::

how would you feel if u were to be tengking by ur co-home teacher

in front of the late-comers for being late.

i jus experienced that.

its all because of that 28 bus.

i went out of the house at 6.30

and guess wat tyme i reach ??

7.40

stoopid btol

first tyme onli sey late

beh kene tengking.

wtf

i hate that teacher manymany.

i really do.

:: party::

2006-01-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

No tittle for this entry.

for now

my mind is blank

i really didnt expect this to happen

i really dont.

it was soo unexpected.

life sucks at times.

i mean SOMETIME

but MOST of the time.

life is great!

having people who cares for me are ard me all the time.

chatting wif sis azreen rite now.

whenever i chat wif her.

i will always smile for no reason.

really

tk bedek.

the wif be lots of

heheheheh.

hahahha

hehh

sheesh

in the conversation.

a great person to chat wif =)

trust me

heeeh.

and lots and lots of craps mesti ada punye.

thats a confirm

sheesh.

i'll upload picturess later.

photobucket is givin problem rite now.

byee

::soon::

2006-01-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

::soon::

there will be NO tagboard anymore

its giving me probles.

and there will be a haloscan soon

bear wif it 4 the moment.

hee.

yesterday party was nicee.

hee.

i loikee.

okayy.

will update more tomoro or the nex day wif pickchass.

::toodles::

::bout me ::

2006-01-14T12:40:00.000+08:00

::my life::

school is tiring now.

yess it is.

lots of homework to be done.

many things to be completed at the end of this wk

luckily i have my close friends wif me.

they help me laugh out at my jokes.

hehh.

i love them to bits laa.

so now great.

im having a sore throat

yess.

a bad one.

i mean. i wont talk unless necessary.

my throat hurts went i wanna speak.

but my voice is still there dont worry.

todae's plan of going out is cancelled.

that means.

i got more time to rest and do my school stuffs.

okayy

soo

the great thing is.

i lost 1 1/2 in 4days!!woohoo!

it was great effort okayy.

i cut down the food intake i eat now

i really need to lose weight.

i doo

things to do by the end of this week:

1) phys homework chapter 18a to 18e

2) malay karangan

3) Kosa Kata and Kefahaman

4) maths exercise 4b(re-do graph)

5) maths exercise 4e

6) wash school shoes

7) go for sis azreen bdae party

8) pack school bags

u see lots to be done.

so little time.

hoho.

okayy i miss my darlinggemz la.

hope to meet them soon =)

::toodles::

::Random::

2006-01-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

::Random::

todae is gonna be a random post.

i dont really noe what to post about.

hmm

i'll try

erm.soo yest gave the presents to kak efah.

Since its her bdae yest

she really liked the present

its a present that she's gonna remember all her lyfe.

hee.

yess.she gave us a bigg hug.

so sweet.

hee.

okayy.

sooo.

wanna thank hanis for the pizza hut treat jus now

lurvee you laa

hohho.

okayy.

damm

tomoro's gonna have a chem and a social test

and here i am blogging.

sheesh.

notti me

errrm

had lots of fun jus now wif my gurlfriendss.

heee.

lots of cracking.

hohoh.

okayy laa.

lil farah is here .

she's pulling my shirt now.

she says

"yaya nak nenok barneyyy"

alamakkk

k la.

i need to studyy.

bye.

::Back to School::

2006-01-04T19:25:00.000+08:00

::Back to School::

School has started already

school was okayy

fun.

new environment

but eww

its soo.dirty.rusty.

i swear i'll nevva eva do my business there

hehh

okayy

beenn buzy

that explain the lack of updates

seriously laa

now sch da far

i will jus have to go home straight.cannot merayap

by the time i reach home ard 4

school ends at 2

tunggu bas 28 punye la lamee

then afta sch je

i'll bathe.pray and do homework and study till 9

no more comp games.online.

my life is miserable now

i need to study

yess

real hard

so that ibu and ayah will be proud of me

i have to sacrifice now

for 10mths

its for my sake.

to get to take o's nex yr

ttn coming rite up nex

then mayb ibu gonna sent me to a private ttn centre.

sheesh.

time waits for no person

i gtg now.

need to do my maths hw.

bye.

:: New YeaRs Eve::

2005-12-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

:: New YeaR Eve::

I miss blogging

hurhur

i really do

no time laa to update

okayy

soo what lastest news happening ard mee ??

erm

nothing

i say

hehh

okayy

soo

tomoro is the New Year

yess

2006

so fast time flies

i hate resolution

yes i do

coz all those resolution i made never seems to be done 4 me

crapp laa

my last yr resolution was

1) to get the edusave award (failed)

2) to lose weight (failed)

3) to make my parents happy wif my results (failed)

soo u see

thats y i hate resolutions

so if anyone can help me wif those resolutions

i'll be greatly appreciate it and i'll thank you many2 laa

you all must be wondering rite how ??

give me tuition and some advices laaa

hehh

seriously laa

i got maths tuiton already

but i need help in my phy and chem

desperately

coz im taking my N levels in 2006

im kinda not prepared yet i should say

so yes

any takers wanna help me??

i told ibu already i need help in those subjects

so ibu told me to keep a look out for tuition teachers

soo as for the losing weight thingy

i tried real hard laa

to go on diet

hehh

but nothing seems to work

but

i noe

its possible

if i keep thinking positive

okayy

then die die i wanna lose weight

so kak nana .

on for night jog ??

okayy

jus now went to find kain again to arab street.

soo hot there laa

at first go wanna go fri

but then

yg lain sibok wif stuff

hmm

okayy

i tink ritee

i want my blog to have password

soo

if you all wanna enter

must key in the password

THE REASON???

coz i dont lyk this particular person to read my blog

and i KNOW

that particular person is reading my blog

bullshit la

DAMN

hate it

okayy soo

i rebonded my hair laa

y people keep asking me

irritating

summore can ask

"ehh kau rebond rambut?"

"tk la aku pakai wig"

wahh lauu

asking the obvious

nampakk sahh laa brotherr and sisterr

tk tau tgk ke the difference

hehh

i dont noe la why i feel lyk saying this

but i think i should say it out

"I LOVE gemz!!"

"I LOVE friends!!"

"I LOVE sis azreen!!''

''I LOVE my family!!''

"I LOVE him??"

hohoh

yes i doo

i love them to bits and pieces

hehh

::toodles::

::Backk::

2005-12-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

::Backk::

the A famosa trip was a blast i tell you

not because of my bdae laa

i really really had muchh fun

soo

went out at 7.30 am and head off to Golden Mile

Then boarded the bus i cant rememba la the bus name

soo

reached Malacca ard 12 lyk that

thenn went to the central market to take teksi to go to A famosa

When reached A famosa.

we eat.

then swim

hohoho

marvelous

we had the pool to ourselves

swam till 7

we didnt actually swim la

we played

Survivor game ala Survivor A famosa

how cool is that

so then my tribe is De' Farou

consists of Kak Sharifah.Kak Effeana.Kak Farhanah.and lulu

but she didnt play coz she was sick

the rest was in the De'Amour tribe

Guess watt ??

i was one of the top three

and got voted out

boohoo

not my luckk

hehh

then at nite we chit chat

i couldnt sleep

coz before that while swimming we had to do this challenge

of who can hold ur breath in water the longest

so yess

i lack of oxygen

so i tertelan 1 biiggg gulp of chlorine water.

omg

i coughed sooo hard

as if my lungs.throat and heart were coming out

it felt horrible

my neck pain afta that

luckily kak effa and kak farhanah massaged it

thanks

then day two.

went for breakfast at waterworld

went back to villa

it was raining heavily

so cannot swim

then kak effah came out of the idea to play

Amazing Race

yess

funnn

lyk we got to find clues in the whole villa

of of the clue is

"long and hard

hot and steamy

find real hard

and you'll see me"

soo guess wat the ans is ???

its a ironing board wif iron

hhahh

then swim till 5

play survivor game again

then siap2

go dinner

it was not nice la the dinner

then went to carnival

watch red indians

then watch haunted house 4d

then play bumper car till midnite.

then went back to villa

eat cup noodles

sleep ard 3

day three

went breakfast

pack bags and off we go Spore

reached spore ard 7

afta the bus stop us at Lavender

i felt lyk singing

hohoho

then

i went

"Kantaabeenn"

hohoho

lulu was lyk laughing

izzie tooo

coz tkda angin tkda ribot i say that

i got it from Kal Ho Naa Ho

okayy

thats it 4 for the trip

nk tengokk gamba

go lulu's blog okayy

got bnk gambaa

hohohoh

this week im fully occupied i could say

tomoro going out wif cuzzies again to eat at secrect recipe and then go

Kent Ridge to feed fishh

hohohoh

then on tue

must go buat ic wif ibu

then on wed

im going out to Lina's shop to do my hairr

then on thurs

going to follow wani to buy sch books then go bugis to buy some stuffs

on fri got school service

okayy

soo u see

verry occupied

schools coming

im soooo dead!!

school shoes still not buy

old school which can still be worn haven wash

school books haven wrap

school books haven packs

school homework haven doo!!!!!!!!!

stationary still haven buy

hair band still haven buy

GAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im dead!!!!!!!

can someone help me do some of this ???

pretty plsss ??

lol

no one can help me

i need to buck up

bleargghhh

bye

::Off i gooo::

2005-12-21T07:05:00.000+08:00

::Off I gooo::

okayy people

im here to say my goodbyes to you all

hahahar

yess

im leaving in a few mins time

wish me a safe journey ya

hee.

and yess sis azreen

im bringing the bag u bought 4 me.

hohoho.

ibu is packing lots lots

food 4 me

hahahah

i likeee

okayy

off now.

visit me in a couple days time laa.

okayy before that

i wanna end my sppech by saying

I"VE OFFICIALLY ECLARED IM 15 YRS NOW!!!

hohhoho.

thanks for to who wish me yest at 12 am

hehh

okayy

now im done

::toodles::

::Surprised::

2005-12-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

::Surprised::

yesterday.

i came afta came back form lulu house.

i straight away masok rumah.

then the first thing my bro told me was

"nora.pegi masok bilik and tgk"

i was lyk.

ehh.tgk apa?

ada lipass ??

okayy mayb i was exagerating la.

hehh

then i went into my room

and saw

i big .nice. pinkish .plastic bag

which has got written SASSYG on it.

on first tought

i tout it was

"saya syg"

so i read btol2

so its

SASSY + G

SASSYG

then i buka.

and u noe wat i see ??

a bagg

yess

a creamy colour wif flower bag

abg said ni utk bdae present.

i was lyk

bedekk ahh.

coz kann.

he slalu neva giv me bdae present tauu

not even a wishh

thenn he came to my room.

and say pelan2

"ni.ang and kak azreen share"

so i say

"ahhh.da agakk daaa"

hahaha.

i likee

the bag manymany

so that was my 2nd present i received.

my first one was from ibu.

a gelang and cincin

still there are some people who wished me an advance happy bdae.

thank you bling and addam

if ur reading this.

hehh

okayy

im shocked

u wanna noe y ???

cozz kann

i tout the A famosa trip was on sat

so i pandai2 la go and janji my friends.

to meet them on tue which is tomolo

thenn

kak nana told me thatt

the trip was on WED

and tomolo we need to buy some snacks to bring there

thus i have to cancel the plan wif my friends

okayy

now its 12.00

so now i offically declared

to wish

fad

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

wish you all the best.

and stay pretty

love you manymany.hee

back to where i was

so the trip is on wed

on the 21st

gett it??

so instead of having to celebrate my bdae wif my family,

i'll celebrate it wif my gal cuzzies

hee.

i likeee!!!!!!!!!

my first time having to celebrate my bdae out of S'pore!

okayy

ermm

nexx

iss

im gonna sleep

hehh

btw

pics of the bag will be post later2

bodohh punye gambaa.

tknk klua2

nk sembunyiik jeee

nex

im really sorry

for this long post

coz its crap

full of talks abt my bdae

nyahahah

i punye pasal laaa

okay

till here

luv u all manymany

u noe who u aree

im gonna miss you guys

during my tripp

::toodles::

:: East Coast ::

2005-12-17T14:44:00.000+08:00

:: East Coast ::

so yesterday my whole family went to have our dinner at east coast.

we went afta ishak

it wasnt much people there

i ordered kwey teow kerang.

while the rest ordered plain rice wif lauk

my mee came first

they all were soo hungry that my two brothers bedal my mee.

i only had 2 to 3 suaps of my mee.

gawdd.

in the end i had to eat the nasi wif ikan pari

i hate it mann

but luckily roti john special came.

but still

they are soooo hungry nk mampos

the finished it all

alamakk

smackk karangg

tkpa2

my bdae's coming

so ibu gonna order sate.

so i eat till im satisfied

muahaha

kate je nk diet.

nyahaha

tkpa2

i'll start eating fruits again afta that.

at last

ayah allowed me to follow gemz wif kak farhanah.effeana and her sistoo

to A famosa

its jus us gerls

all 10 of us

woohoo

im going on next sat

time christmas

haharr

im gonna get my duit senoman alsoo

okayy

money coming

but money gonna go coz im gonna spent it on the A famosa trip

my knee getting betta now

hehh

Alhamdullillah

hee.

k la

i wanna play sims now

::toodless::

:: tepokk ::

2005-12-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

:: tepokk ::

okayy

thats wat ibu called me

tepokk

coz my knee is bandaged.

afta pegi urut tadi

so sakitt okayy

the person was lyk trying to put back my tulang in place.

ibu said my face was red

yess

i got rosy cheeks

its soo sakit tauu

i had to tahan till my face red

so then went back home

i told ibu i nk tolong cat bilik

so i sit on the computer chair and move ard catting the bilik wif that.

then ibu say

"haii(sighing)susah jugak ehh org tepok buat keje."

"lecehh kan org betol"

so in the end i gave up and

get out of the room.

and went to watch teebee and fell asleep.

so now.

i blogging here.

jus finished chatting wif wani darling.

long time neva chat wif herr.

i miss her laa.

i miss the rest manymany too.

i wanna meet them.

but my leg is the cause.

nvm

at least

i confided something to wani.

and felt better yest nite..

thank youu gerll

soo

i promised her that im gonna remake a blogskin 4 herr.

hehh

i miss her manymany laa.

i miss u all too.

kin.fad.su.

hehh

we should meet up okayy

afta my leg is recoved

::toodles::

:: Home sweet home ::

2005-12-12T15:01:00.000+08:00

:: Home sweet home ::

on sat morning

ard 4

head off to kl

to visit tok hussain

he jus came back from hospital when we visited him

pity him

how fast time flies.

he's ageing already.

whenever i hear him talk

and look at him

it reminds me of arwah tok

so we reached his house ard 10 am

sit ard.talk.eat.pray.sleep.

and we went off at 4pm

before that he told us to top up minyak at petronas

no need to pay

foc

he'll pay for it.

then he gave me.farah.fareed.

RM50 as diut hari raye.

i was lyk soo touched la.

okayy then went off to hotel

at vistana

we waited for

30 mins to check in

then da sampai bilik je. me.ibu and cik fae

headed off to petaling street.

its sooo cheapp

you can bargain.

but

a pity

it was raining heavily

and we had to off early

i onli bought espirit wallet and a guess watch

itu jeee

pathetic kannn

the baju lawaaaa gilerr

begg lawa gilerrr

i jus feel lyk grabbing all of themm

then balik hotel mandi.pray.tido

coz sooo tired

the nex morning

went 4 breakfast

and off to spore

coz takot jam

reached home ard 4 plus

home sweet home.

la kirekann

okayy tomoro cik ani will dtg my house to urut my knee

::toodless::

:: Im backk::

2005-12-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

:: Im back::

okayy.

im backk at lastt.

wohoooo

i miss blogging.

i miss sis az.

i miss this comp.

i miss my family.

okayy

i should shutt up

its not as if i've gone far.

okayy

these four days.

we all we at kak effa house

okayy

treat it as a chalet laa

we all planned to sleepover for 3 days.

but instead 4 days

okayy.

first dae.

went jogging onlie at nite at east coast.

then tue

at nite we went to sentosa then went to this haunted house

and something scary happend

wass sooo scared

im not gonna blog bout it here

if u wanna noe.

pm me.

in MSN or sms me

I really had fun la at sentosa

gawwd

we went there lyk at 11 pm

then reached home at kak effa place ard 3 pluss

on wed

we jus went out to eat

then went to changi

to see the old changi hospital and some old schools

but some place we cant go in coz mediacorp was shooting.

pheww

lucikly nothing scary happended

but abg shah took some pictures at the hospital

scaryyy

then wen went to changi village

that tyme was ard 1 la

then we eat desert

saw some bapoks

lol

abg shah was forced by us to say hi to them

lol

but i tell you

some bapoks were pretty okayy

jeless.

lol

then wanted to go labrador park

on the way

it was raining

so we went back to watch vcds onlie..

then chit chat mrepek again.

then sleep ard 4

if you all realise rite.

we all onlie kua at nite.

y??

coz we woke up late

ard 2 plus

then baring2

chit chat

lepak2

ard 10 kua lagi..

and 1 hilarous thing.

all 8 of us fit inside kak effa's car tau!!

hehhh

cozyy la coz bile tgk rumah hantu

we all feel secure

okayy.

im sleepy.

my knee hurts.

i noe its twisted

when i was praying ishak at kak effa house.

ibu gonna bandage it later.

okayy.

::toodless::

::JohN littLe Sale::

2005-12-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

::JohN littLe Sale::

okayy went out wif kak nana and kak fathiah

to John Little Sale at expo hall 4

its soo packed i tell youu.

and its soo damn cheapp

we queued for almost 1 1/2 hr

jus to pay our things

its soo tiring okayy

summore im flat footed

bought some stuff that shall not be exposed here

mayb i'll be going there wif ibu onli tomoro.

okayy

im soo happy

ayah actually owned me money

then he paid me back jus now

and he gave me $30 dollars exta!

i can spennt

hee.

mayb coz my bdae coming.

mayb coz... i dont noe la

ibu gave me a bdae present already b4 raye.

it costs ard $900 pluss

soo.

i wont demand from ibu anymore.

But

ibu says she will be cooking special food for me and buy a cake

i tink a mini celebration la

coz im kinda tua already

hehh

ayah gave me $30 but

i tink

i want him to blanja me mkn

nvm

i'll pester him

im good at pestering people till they get irritated by me

who cares

as long as i get the things i want.

at least afta the hard work pestering people

i gain sumting waatt !

okayy

2 more wks and 4 days left to my bdaee.

and 2 more wks and 3 more days to my good friend bdae.

heee.

i likeeeee.

okayy

i should jus shut up in case people get bored of meee

::toodles ::

:: open house ::

2005-12-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

:: Open house ::

today nite.

nenek will be coming over to my house.

i mean

sleeping over at my house

my family will be going to cik memei house afta maghrib

for wat ??

raye open house la for sepupus onli

u all might be thinking

hari raye da lepas pee.

to us.

we tk kesah laa

afta cik memei house then la nenek will sleep at my house for

several days.

sooo

tomoro ibu masak nasi briyani

for my open house tomoro.

hee.

i likee

ibu saee

next wk she nk buat pizza.

so kalau u tgh bace nii kann

u tau kan apa nk buat

ada 2 options

pecut sini.

suro my bro anta

gerenti u choose no2. kan.kan.

okla.

i dont noe wat to type.

bye

::PictureS::

2005-11-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

::PictuRes::

As promised.

for this entry.

it will just be pictures.

So enjoy.

nk ais-krim sikit bolehh?

going off to johor

asheek and me

abang and me

apa tgk2 huhh

ehh.ayah tatau ambik gamba kee.?

arrr.ni baru btol

posingg.

abg sibokk je pat blakang

dayaks in Sarawak

time christmas

semua muka tknk senyum jee

oden.me.cik kawiyah.

the diff btwn me and the pokok.

i dont noe wat the hell im looking at

org blakang tuu mkn tk ajakk ehh

our faces which is sooo budak2

compare now??

bdae gerl

happy faces

before makeover

after makeover

muka penat afta kopeking the telorss

shutt up oden.i noe u got nice teeth.

compared to mine dulu2

at Sentosa

ibu darling and me

me wif my curly wurly hair

look at all their expression.

semua nk ikut mcm ibu.

i laughed really hard

looking at their shorts which is short.

Get it ??

apa ketawa2 arrr

us 2

happy family

in my heart:-he's sooo wierd.

us3

dis one.mcm army.

gawwwd

padan muka kene maraah.afta they made me cryy

qila and me

okayy thats it.

enoufff

i bought a new school bagg alreadyy.hehhh

till here

::toodless::

:: Delayed ::

2005-11-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

:: Delayed ::

Firstly.i wanna apologise to u peeps coz i'll not be posting

my baby pics for this entry.

i'll post it .i promise.

BUT

later later.

anyway.

went out jus now wif

toonie.nana.fadly.oden.fareed.

we watched harry potter and the goblet of fire.

GAWDDD

Robert Pattison

is soooo

HANDSOME.

omg.

and i tell you.

im falling in love wif Daniel Radcliff eyes.

gawddd.

okayy.i should stop it.

tomoro im going out shopping for bags.

at clifford pier.

(if thats how u spell it laa)

okayy la till here.

im very tired now.

p.s./robert pattison is soo hot !!!

::toodles::

:: Zaman dulu dulu ::

2005-11-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

:: Zaman dulu dulu ::

Okayy people bear wif it.

for this entry and my future entries.(hopefully)

i'll be posting pics of my family zaman dulu2.

that includes me

And i cant deny that im gonna post a lot of

MY baby pic.

coz its MY blog.

so if u all nk puke.

puke je la.

i dont care.

wahuahua.

So kann.

some pictures that im gonna post got story laa behind it.

(that one ibu say)

So people im warning.

Those who have heart attack.

i suggest don view my blog for this moment.

Coz the pictures

that im gonna post are

SOOOO

CUTE.

heh

jgnn maraa yeee.

this is me when im 3 yrs old.

abg and me.

hell i dont noe y abg pose lyk that.so i laughh

p.s. see the socks =)

so i decided to be lyk him.

adik-beradikk watt

So amaciamm..same tk pose ??

pheww.

nasib baik my gown tk polka dots.

hahaha

k la. beware there'll be more pic tomoro.

so take ur time browsin :=)

::toodles::

:: =) ::

2005-11-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

:: =) ::

things are now looking on the the bright side.

slowly recovering.

thosee 4 days were horrible i tell you.

imagine.

i felt such at loss.

i was usually talkative okayy.

BUT

those 4 days i had to jus keep my mouth shutt.

was on the verge of breaking down

felt useless.hopeless.

really.

had probs wif her.

got tricked by someone.

and some more even more hurting stuff.

that point time.

i badly.badly needed someone.

someone who is willing to lend me a ear.

I jus need ears.

no advice.no sympathy.

NOTHING

thus.

i did.

yesh.

i poured it out to **

all this while i realise ** has been there for me.

in good times and in bad times.

so yesh.

that **

is my

one and only

bantal bucukk.

okayy shut upp.

don smile or laugh.

u may think im crazy.

but sometimes ur bantals do help okayy.

i will scream and shout and lenyek.hempap.hug.

ANYTHING

to my bantal busuk in good and bad times

my bantal busuk.has been listening to my probs.

I think if it were to be alive.

it would run away form me i tell ya.

and it will chap me as the problamatic gerl.

WATEVA it is.

I LOVE YOU BANTAL BUSUK !!!!

okayy crapp.

now i'll stop the emo thingy.

SOOO.

the kukuz came over to my house yest.

sooo kecohhh.

there were.ms sweet smile.ms bubbly.ms periang and my cuz.

(sorry ehh names shall not be revealed)

they sure are fun to be wif.

wif their selamba acts.

GAWDDD.

erm here are the pics of hari raye outing part II

and credits should go to wani.

thx 4 sending me the pix gerl

lurvee yaa

hee.

till here

::toodles::

:: Raye wif kengkawan ::

2005-11-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

:: Raye wif kengkawan ::

This whole week bz.

Mon.Tue.Wed.

Go out jln raye wif friends.

Thurs and Fri

all dae at home.

grounded.

da tak boleh kua lagikk.

wat onliee.

heckk care ahh.

sat which is todae

also not going outt.

i mean cannot go out.

aiyoo.

its all because of stupidd bus 28

then i cannot go out anymore.

and because of that also she neva talk to me

**** la

soo.

if people wanna ajak me klua.

i've got to make excuses

that i cant la

stupidd kan kan kan

if only she's understanding.

if only she's willing to hear my explanation.

damnn laa.

Soo peeps im soory if i made excuses 4 not going out.

really sorriee

and really sorrie if i didnt answer ur calls.

its jus that.

i'm not yet ready to talk to someone.

im at loss rite noww.

i need to sort out my toughts

okayy here are the SOME pictures of jln raye.not ALL

got summore

i'll resize it nain kali je laaa

im off

bye